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I got this feeling in my, soul
That I’m next to go
Realigned chakras, sharpen flow, now I’m next to blow
Steady like a metronome
Smokin Gas, Texaco
shout out to El Salvador, the people call it Mexico
I know, I know my
Category underprivileged
But I’m born to win, noone better in the business
see the return on investment, made better sums
Than these so called educated bums
college got you spending all your parents funds,
Broke bitch
Don’t pretend to be a scholar, when I know you bogus
And I know that you don’t really know shit
smoking, hell is hot
I’m brown, like I’m toasted
The Indica, had baked me up, espresso darker roasted
Ayo I’m posted up, kill or be killed no other option
Bullseye, line em up proper, in my optical
You need to, wait for it to set in
Check your fuckin pockets - they’ll be empty if you let em
Day of the dead, so I dead em
Bleachin blood out my denim
Fashionista, legend
Hellen Keller federalis, if they catch me ain’t no tellin’
I go down independent,
top of the charts, or in a prison
Who is this? It’s felon
Got this feeling in my bones
Feeling frigid in my soul
I got no problems picking bones
I only leave clean bones
x2
Verse 2
Jburn
Verse 3
You better Wake up, you switched places
With opposition
Mirror different interactions, like a twilight edition
The minutes run faster than
a drill had went off, the sergeant said
A faster man, that average 10
could never keep up,
lapping em they see me twice, like an instant rerun
Another cycle begun
Cold no matter season
similar to an anemic
Heart beating like a madman
Mad that I’m shining at the bottom of trash can
Unique mineral, rare chemical make-up
Fentanyl flow, die slow, down in the basement
felon’ll phrase it, backwards, Led Zeppelin
Thats death wish homie, how you dead set
Your best bet,
is Run like usain
No but you’re insane,
Bullet pieces go in brain
I might be deranged
Really, I aint changed
Im more raw, I’m bloody bloody slaughter
I’m charged up,
boss like I’m godfather
The hunted
The hunter
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2. |
Road Less Traveled
01:13
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I had another run around the plane
once again
A Hunger , that No meal ever managed to maintain
Weak brain and dumb decisions to make once
Again
I wish my friends knew how much they really save a friend
I wish I coulda saved my friend
I wish I coulda saved some ends
Wish my kids had daddy money they could finally spend
when they graduate with,
honors, ayo that’s blood, it’s royal
They say, hell is hot and blood will boil
Well ima let you know
I be choosing the wrong options,
Depending on what angle of my thoughts I wanna posture
I made some good picks tho,
Saw some like, I could live with those
Overlook some cuz I miss those
Ayo, swimming river upstream fighting
Made it to the ocean, and I located a Pisces,
I felt like I was falling, but I hit the ground like lightning
Next challenge, st Helen mountain started climbing
Mentality shift, Seeds planted years ago start to grow
Surprised at all things that I know
Damn Flowers bloom, this time I’m aware and I know
The reason I exist, is to feed and nurture this soul
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Thesis (Entry #24)
03:03
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On the topic of
If i pop or bust
i realize, even my, life is
Synonymous
With, how it all started, where I’m coming from
And how we de-part
Deep dive each part, legal lingo
Made my deposition to the most high, only believe in G O, D
Cleanse my hands, winds of time dry em, we gon see
Am I virtuous or, realistic? pessimistic
negative or positive, or reminiscing
remember when, I used to rob that store sometimes after school
I don’t recall, dropping the ball, or being horrible
No, It Wasn’t me,
Look and see
Too many goals to reach, not enough time to breathe
Dragging feet, Iron cleats, prosperity Dichotomy
I’m probably
Spinning, made myself go round
Another time around the same town where I think I lost it
We on the topic ain’t we?
Lit a light up faintly, back some years ago
I went it slowly dimmed it’s out And here I go again
Chorus
A dollar and a dream
Got me in debt with schemes
A dollar and a dream
Got me fucked up cant sleep
A dollar and a dream
Skewed vision I can’t see
A dollar and dream
Is never really what it seems
never really bout a dream
Rewinding back, to the time when my mind
had some clarity
The path I walked diverted bad I’m dropping salt
Carelessly
bare with Me
The flaws are in the details, stop to admire
Similar to house fires,
They look better on a screen
So I thought I that could do what’s on TV
Thoughts budding, like the flowers, in a tree
So I smoke em
Pieces, drift, like catalyst, synopsis idk
Waste away, rotting flesh, of my flesh, i decay
turn to dust, cross fade, I’m fucked
Did I make enough, ran out of paint for the brush
I wasn’t painting that much,
The clock ticked anyways, I never painted enough
let the days
Fade, thrill of chase, Set em straight
Too late
Can’t put a tooth back using toothpaste
Or bring a suicidal person back after they choose fate
Little understanding
But I overstand what truth say
Muramasa
Now
But I used to be masamune
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I been living low-key
Quarantine, and house arrest, the same thing
Smoking on so much weed
I thought I might OD
I took another hit of it instead
when I said, that I was better off dead
What I meant, was
you better put a bullet in my head
my defense up
When I bleed, love to taste lead
See Red, so much pent up
Burn baby burn
California wildfire,
Front row seat
Panoramic view
Wide screen
4K, resolution
Gotta see the whole thing
High definition, my sense of winning
Must be
Cut from another item like lava
Smoke rise from me reminiscent of a rasta
Waiting in the dark rather pennywise to pop up
Kill em all kill em all
No evil will prosper
Fuck that
You know I’ll never falter,
flow drippin like faucet
You Better take precaution
Every Misstep is costly
I slither round the block
Swervin
Horse power serpent
Earth flower burning
Until i drop the curtain
They all siren searching
And pain always certain
Creepin peakin through the glass
Lurkin, lurking
I slither round the block
Swervin
Horse power serpent
Earth flower burning
Until i drop the curtain
They all siren searching
And pain always certain
Creepin peaking through the glass
Lurkin, lurking
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Caskets
02:47
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Sometime I think I wanna die
I’m feelin tired
many days late, dollars short, why do i even try
I need to go out on a drive
I need some time to let my mind, wander for a while
Distraction from this life
I been through this too many times,
my life been jeopardized
I’m tryna gather lessons in these shards of adolescence, I
been a jerk,
maybe karmic retribution
all of the times, I acted stupid
Was foolish Enough to do it
hate me, I also hate wine
they say it’s better after time
remember picking fruit from of the vines
I’ll be fine
maybe for a reason, I decide
It isn’t worth it, but I always keep it going, wonder why
I don’t know
I don’t know, I don’t know
But I know there’s a reason for living for sure
I don’t know, what it is
But I’m learning and putting new words in my dictionary
I’m creative and shit
But I second guess it,
and I guess this is the reason that I get depressed and
I don’t know what to do, but write another record
Spitting into the void, its coming back like echo
Like a Deja vu, A big loop
One lap, around you
I’m gone, around who?
That’s True
I been absent a long time, I don’t deserve any shine
All I got are these lines, a dream deferred and a grind,
Always fail when I try
I never cry
This type of shit be happening to me like all the muthafucking time
So much that I remember lines
and all the different words That I would use
Like It’s cool, I’ll be fine, it’s true, but I’m tryin to Keep it real, but I feel
There ain’t an end in sight
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I said fuck making some friends
It’s time to make a plan
I was in the darkness
I was left for dead
Overthinking all my sins
Never broke again
Rockstar lifestyle
Watch me crash the whip
Cloud Six
Keep the lights on when I hit the Switch
Who this nigga think he is
That lil black boy from the crypt
Numbers low
The love solidified
That’s time that I invest
I get resurrected every single time
I slay a track
Shawty asked me for a ride I told her
Bitch get in the back
Only show my wifey love
You already know the rest
The moon ah make my watches glow
Just take a look down at my wrist
I get love all down the coast of places that I never been
Ima steel city nigga ain’t forgetting
Where I’m from
This yo wifey favorite song
Shut the fuck up when I talk
How they waiting on my answers
Got me feeling like Oz
It don’t get bumped if ain’t us
Learn to love who I become
From the earth
We rise
Into the earth
We fall
To Grow and learn the rules of land and truth
Is law
That’s all
Kings never die
We live, far too long
Kings Never die
We live, far too long
From the earth
We rise
Into the earth
We fall
To Grow and learn the rules of land and truth
Is law
That’s all
Kings never die
We live, far too long
Kings Never die
We live, far too long
I'm climbing out the tomb,
Walk in darkness under the moon
Roll with the crew, zgroup til my doom
Vendettas in my view
Criminal soul
Feeling bold, I’m not so cold today
I burst in flames
The verse just laid itself out
On a burning page
The ashes fit in a urn, I made
I made it in a way, more different than a mortal mind can comprehend
In my vision I speak to my dead friends
Told me I’m Stuck at a dead end
Look at the art that my pen sketch
My patterns of thought are endless
Infinite bitches I impress
This world is mine, it really is
Don’t play pretend, you know it is
I move my hand the tide will rise
The earth will shift, I seen the shit
I see it happen all the time
Unexplainable shit that I can’t even put in a rhyme
This is entry Number 9 - 9
I’m just a shell of who I used to be
Relax, you should get used to me
I know it’s too much truth to see
Usually
The wool is over ya eyes,
Remove it, and you see us shine
Deffgxd in his prime
Ayefelon finally found alignment
With some stars, in the sky
Felt what the energy does
No pushing it under the rug
Unless it belongs under us
I mean underground, bones turn to dust
Mine are rusty, fight with time
We never die, we stay alive, the conscious mind will survive
From the earth
We rise
Into the earth
We fall
To Grow and learn the rules of land and truth
Is law
That’s all
Kings never die
We live, far too long
Kings Never die
We live, far too long
From the earth
We rise
Into the earth
We fall
To Grow and learn the rules of land and truth
Is law
That’s all
Kings never die
We live, far too long
Kings Never die
We live, far too long
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7. |
Beyond The Bounds
03:39
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I feel exhausted, I feel exhausted
I was in the process of solving problems. I paused it
Just to make a profit
I made a profit
lost it
empty pockets
now I’m picking pockets
Often
I’m cautious, in a awkward
state of mind, I alter it by getting high
Many faces on this diamond
Pressure forced me into shine, many sides,
inner ties, my third eye
hypnotized me
made my soul complex
Accolades are null and void, I avoid the contests
Sitting in a shadow, lady Meta am I lost yet
Gone but I’m here, but I’m gone, but I’m conscious
floating round, in circles, parrellel with different Objects
Sometimes I want a explanation,
just some proof that all us,
been patient for a reason
like we’re something more than stardust
Like wassup, I’m calling God but
I always miss a digit like allah thought I was so much smarter, trying harder now
Chorus
But, I’m outta breath, coughin, can hardly breathe
Running laps around the sun, until I RIP
I guess, I get no rest,
I dedicated this mess, to self, neglect and all the hell that I felt
Under the weather myself,
Been better off
I feel like I’ve fallen off
What comes after when I reach
The precipice
the fuckin peak
Like, if I end up getting seen
Will I find some kind of peace
Will I end up feeling free, finally
Feel water beneath my feet, It’s always me
Unlucky but try to see
I treat the flooding like a beach
Posting up, under an tree
Wishing that it wasn’t me
Sparking up a leaf again
floating towards the sea again
Lost and found, it’s me again
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8. |
Eternal Lament II
03:32
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I never meant to be, but the planets aligned
what a familiar place, it kinda feel like a rhyme
Infinite time, tell a story for me
Let the cold wind blow,
Wonder in my mind, can I? the lessons I learned
They had to form me
Right?
Came to me from the dirt
Laws of the land truth, had to teach me right
Watched closely, a sight to to behold
another tale to be told
Been oddly gifted, since a little bit old
Kept in a pocket
My Writtens balled up, adjacent to my fist
My turn, I watched another flight I missed
like opportunity
Like A Mandela effect
Like standing in place
but yo I know I took steps
in the right direction, falling backwards
Kinda difficult to put it back on track, the fact is
I’m made of regrets, I hate the things that I’ve said
I wish that I could reset, maybe it’s all in my head
Bridge
(Verse 2)
Want it all to be over, but Ima wait for the day
I'll draw pictures in the sand, in the mud, in the meantime
A play button, stop button, and rewind
Finger never leave the land, drawing 1 line
Guesing why in heaven would I ever really think about usin
Them, Since I barely ever use em with music
And life is like a song,
you never get the message til you hear the shit cut off
And everything gets dark, like it wasn't already
This is big but we never really ready for heavy
Who knows where we're headin
Everyday comes barreling
Falling from the sky
It’s a heaven sent derelict
Distracted by mentality of keepin up Appearances
Everyday, I rise
Lifting weights, til i die,
roll the dice, think twice
Think not
I’m always all in
Cuz I wonder what my calling is
Another waste of time I could lost in
Or a lock and key
I am the lock, the thoughts are key
It’s all a part of me
Til I RIP
If I RIP
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ayefelon Richmond, Virginia
This is ayefelon aka Saint Laren. This is my form of hiphop. Mine is a journal. where I try to verbalize trying to get to a place an how it’s not always a simple path. Something like that. You can learn about me here probably. Anyway… I’m a drifter too. Rest in peace Leon forever. Check out my work. Peace ... more
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